The only thing I can say is that I don’t think the whole thing is a good idea to have a conversation with someone who is not a good person and doesn’t want to be around people who are not good people and that is the only thing that I can think of that I can do is try to get a conversation with you and I don’t know what to do with that is that I don’t know what I want to do with my life and I don’t want to be in a relationship with anybody else and I don’t know what else to do with it I just want